Dear Skylar,
I'm writing this while knowing that no one is going to read it. I'm really fucking tired, you know? I've been so tired lately but  I have to be strong so that I can be one year clean of self-harm. The urges have been so fucking bad. I have a lot of mixed feelings but they always end to be like shit.
The future is scaring the fuck out of me, and I have got nothing else to do but stay here and watch everything fall down.